The crazy week has ended me fully exhausted drugged up on drugs to try and boost me up again and since I am incapable of doing anything else except phase in and out of my delirious state, I was thinking of office work.
I read somewhere before that “When complexity mounts and eventually becomes unmanageable, it’s time for action”. It reminded of Business Process Reengineering (the 3 day course I took at ISS, NUS). Have to say it was very very beneficial on my part because I get to learn so much more and a way to tackle my situation at work.
What is it that needs to be done that will allow quantum leap in consideration of cost, quality and time? I need one right now… a quantum leap of faith for dramatic improvements achieving my strategic goals in life.
This is Who I Am…
21 07 2008This is who I am… I know if I don’t try I won’t be disappointed… Maybe I just don’t love myself or have faith in someone out there in liking me. I am far from perfect and I am everything that is wrong.
I don’t like to be hassled. I don’t like people walking in my space. Sometimes I just can’t stand unarranged items in a disorderly manner. Most of all I don’t like having to answer my phone if it is someone I dislike thus I don’t answer it.
I say things the way it is. If I ain’t happy I will show it. If I am confused I ain’t acting it. I live my life in my own small bubble. This is who I am… I make things more complex that it needs to me. I over analyse situations and end up being too scared to try. I consider all the risks in doing tasks that I may end up doing nothing.
I have an obsessive behaviour characteristic and I often scare myself with it. I find it difficult in comprehending simple tasks and tend to complicate matters. I find myself a stubborn person and it takes me longer to reach a place compared to others. How honest can you be with yourself?
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