This is Who I Am…

21 07 2008

This is who I am… I know if I don’t try I won’t be disappointed… Maybe I just don’t love myself or have faith in someone out there in liking me. I am far from perfect and I am everything that is wrong.

I don’t like to be hassled. I don’t like people walking in my space. Sometimes I just can’t stand unarranged items in a disorderly manner. Most of all I don’t like having to answer my phone if it is someone I dislike thus I don’t answer it.

I say things the way it is. If I ain’t happy I will show it. If I am confused I ain’t acting it. I live my life in my own small bubble. This is who I am… I make things more complex that it needs to me. I over analyse situations and end up being too scared to try. I consider all the risks in doing tasks that I may end up doing nothing.

I have an obsessive behaviour characteristic and I often scare myself with it. I find it difficult in comprehending simple tasks and tend to complicate matters. I find myself a stubborn person and it takes me longer to reach a place compared to others. How honest can you be with yourself?


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