Maybe it’s karma back to bite me. When they told me that one day I will understand perhaps this is the one. They always say the first one will be the hardest but I don’t feel like it’s any better even when it’s not the first. The tears will still fall… The pain is not less painful… The emotional feelings still is overwhelming…
It all made sense that when I was coming back to Singapore was because I really wanted to see you. To leave and find how much I missed you was just a reminder of how happy I would be just to see you or even talk to you. It was all this that kept me going because you believed in me.
I don’t know how to stop loving you… I still wish sometimes that I could travel the world with you. You mean the world to me and I am happiest with you…
