Week 2: Why I Take Totalife

I had been thinking about finding happiness in one’s life. A being in town a few days ago made me think of what I have achieved these past years. Am I happy? All the things in one’s life possibly financial problems, work problems, family problems. All that pressure we have everyday. The list is endless. Having negative thoughts and a negative attitude does cause one’s body to deteriorate faster.

I don’t know how others may think but I think it’s important for one to look out for their health especially if you are the sole breadmaker for the family. Just saying that if the sole breadmaker falls sick and cannot go to work which in turn means no income coming in, the family may not survive. Thus it’s so important that we look after ourselves. 

Lately I had a few people at work been commenting saying that I look fine and I don’t need to lose weight since I am not really very fat. I didn’t reply but I thought to myself, being fat is not a healthy lifestyle. If I continue the rate I am going… my body system will breakdown and I will have all the sicknesses that come with obeisity. It’s easy to have these people tell me that I am stupid for losing weight but they don’t know the self inflicting pain of what I am going through everyday with myself.

Being happy does not start with loving others first… although being in love with someone can give a certain degree of happiness but true happiness starts with oneself. Why I take Totalife? To become healthy. To be able to slim down. To have the self confidence and me feeling great in my own body. To feel that I can give 100 percent everyday.

After going to the slimming project A and listening to the people before me take the product. I believe in what they say. It starts with you and nobody else. If you aren’t ready for the change then there is no point in taking it because you will end up going into it half heartedly whereby you end up where you started. So how happy are you with your life at this moment? What are you doing to find your own happiness?

I Can’t Even Rank It

There are things in life where you will mentally assess the situation and rank it accordingly to determine whether it was a good or bad experience or something that didn’t mean a thing. I don’t even know where to draw the line when it comes to the laws of attraction. All the things of ambuiguity… However if there are no expectations then there will be no disappointments right? I don’t even know why I even said it. It’s just so much harder to control my feelings nowadays or maybe I stopped trying. The reality though, it’s like a card game. So I played the game and did a show hand revealing my heart and soul. What was I expecting you ask? Truthfully I didn’t think about it. I just said it and laid all my hearts on the table. Bad enough I can’t help stop thinking of them to see that the hearts don’t mean much at the end of the day.

On another note, today I joined a Slimming Project A with Totalife. It was a great day and I learned about the slimming series I was consuming and all the things that are in it. The environment was very enthusiastic and the people were very kind and helpful. Mind you a lot of it was conducted in mandarin so through many of the motivation talks my head was throwing out question marks. I wasn’t the only one not comprehending but the feelings today was enough to prove to me that if I put effort and stick to the regime, it’s possible.

If only laws of attractions was something like that sometimes. I can’t help the way I feel at this point of time.

Totalife – 4 days

Number of days: 4
Location: Work Site
Current mood: Relaxed

It’s been 4 days and the past few days have been hard. There was a lot of craving for food in the evenings since the program I am on consists of the following:

In the morning drink one packet of the juice packet and then followup with the Total Diet Meal drink 15-30 minutes later. Then every 3 hours drink another Total Diet Meal maximum of 4 packets a day. The evenings leave me with one meal.

At work I usually would feel tired and no energy resulting my lunch times to be having great 30 minute power naps. In the evening it is quite hard to stick to non oily food and don’t over eat. Have to admit 4 days and there is no progress? Although I think maybe if I did an exercise workout it would be quicker? Lately been walking back home from 2 train stations away from my place since I can’t go jogging this week. I am always thirsty and consuming lots of water and it requires many trips to the bathroom. Overall it’s not so bad between the 3 hours of consumption of the drink unless someone has something nice to eat and you have to find the willpower to say “No thanks”. We will see in the next few weeks of any progress.

Totalife

So I will be participlating with the slimming product line that Totalife has and I decided to buy the 2.5 month set which costed me more than I can afford. I admit though I have an obsession with losing weight and I don’t do so well with self esteem as I grow bigger.

By having my mother’s support and signing a contract with her… the next few months will be purely on me losing the weight and on the special program. In a way I am scared that I am incapable of refraining from indulging.