Jason Walker – Down

The video is posted by Badpacifist on youtube. I heard this song on “Vampire Diaries” on episode 6 sang by Jason Walker. It hit a place close to my heart… Why do we always aim high for so many things when at the end we know we may possibly fall and hit the ground? I guess it’s hope that one day… one day we can make it.

Lyrics by Jason Walker

Verse 1

I dont know where Im at
Im standing at the back and Im tired of waiting
Waiting here in line, hoping that ill find
What ive been chasing

Chorus

I shot for the sky,
Im stuck on the ground
So why do I try
I know Im gonna fall down
I thought I could fly
So why did I drown
I never know why, Its coming down, down, down

Oh im going down, down, down ( On 2nd time around )

Verse 2

Im not ready to let go
cause then I’ll never know, what could be missing
but I’m missing way to much
So when do I give up, what I’ve been wishing for

Bridge

I cant find another way around
And I dont want to hear that sound
Of losing what I never found

Honey Bee

I bought Zee Avi’s album and I was listening to the track named “Honey Bee”. I love the way she sings. The track triggered several things in my life.

Why had I chosen to stay? Why had I not taken the initiative? 

I was starting to doubt myself again. Why can’t I be more like the honey bee? I had been contemplating the past week of quitting my current job and looking for a part-time job while I study part-time. I have conformed to all that my parents asked of me but lately… I was at a loss of words in what I was doing with my life as my feelings spiraled. I asked myself: what was it I wanted at the end of the day? I still feel like I am not achieving what I want with my life.

I am stuck where I am and I continue to be stuck because I let myself to be here. I know very well that I need to work from the bottom up and I knew that the reason why I took this job was mostly because I knew the current information system needed a revamp so I worked on it after learning about the domain.

Sometimes I wonder what would happen if I just dropped everything and be like the honey bee… Would I be as courageous? But then again I need to find my other honey bee first. I will leave you with the song and lyrics posted by bitterheartbee on youtube.

Catchy Tunes

There’s somthing about these tunes that are so catchy…
Take a listen.

Owl City – Fireflies

Zee Avi – Bitter Heart

Human By The Killers

This song has been stuck in my head all day…

Quote THEM!

“Not a day passed me by, not a day passed me by
When I don’t think about you
And there’s no moving on, ’cause I know you’re the one
And I can’t be without you”
-Sugarbabes singing About You Now

I Am Waiting

I am waiting for the day to play this song to you…

“You looked right through me
When there was no one else
I sat beside you and became myself.”

- Jason Radin in “Today”

It’s All In My Head – Katie Melua

Drowsy, drinking,
I keep thinking,
We’re not far apart.
Scared of waking,
Lonely, aching,
Just me and my hopeless heart.

How Much?

There are things in life that you plan and it doesn’t go accordingly.

There are people you meet in life that you wouldn’t have given two hoots about that end up being your best friend.

There are times when you give it all and you wouldn’t know what the result would be until it finished.

There are times when one feels miserable of where they are in their life.

Are you doing what you want to do with your life? How much of it is what you dared to dream?

Yellow

One of my favourite songs by Coldplay is “Yellow”. Again the talented musicANDmuffin’s production with their self drawn drawings.

Nicest Thing

This song reminds me a lot of what’s going in my head for the past few days. I don’t know why it’s been on my mind latley…

Thank you musicANDmuffins for posting the song. Drawings are also by them.